I haven't written a lot in the way of stories in a while. I was beginning to feel like I couldn't anymore. I've been editing, writing patterns and so on but actually sitting down to write scene after scene, I haven't done in months.
Last night I got lost in the telling of my story. I started out grumbling to myself about how tired I was and how I wasn't sure where I was going, and a variety of other things. I had this whole mental dialog at the end of which I essentially told myself to quit whining. I spent several hours writing and by the time I was done, I had written eight small scenes, about 4000 words.
As I was writing the flow just seemed to come to me. I couldn't type fast enough, as I was finishing one scene the next would pop into my head. I could almost see them play out in my head.
Being a responsible adult - which not as fun as kids think it is - I turned out the lights at 11:15 to go to bed so Monday wouldn't be MONDAY. Instead of sleeping, I lay in the dark wondering if I had written good scenes, if they were too short, too back and forth. Among a million other things, the book kept going through my head.
After a bad night's sleep and a long day at work, I'm back at my computer. I reread the scenes and they are quick but I don't think too quick. I think I've got the right mood, tone, and rhythm I want in them. One or two of them might need to be fleshed out more with a bit of description but for the most part these are conversations so you get to know the characters better.
Wayfarer Expansion is out after I had my freak out about ten books in a series and thinking it was time to wrap it up or maybe not or .... I said it was a freak out. I got in my own way with writing. Granted I was doing a lot of crocheting and writing of patterns but still I got in my own way with story telling. It doesn't matter if it is book 1 or 100 (wonder if I could make it that far with this series?) as long as I'm telling a good and complete story, that is all that matters.
Ultimately that is the goal - a good story. I want it to be one which will make you laugh, cry, and hold your breath. I want you to hate putting it down and hate waiting for the next one. I want you to love the characters unless they are bad - then I want you to love hating them. I know this is asking a lot of my readers but I'm asking it of myself first.
There are still parts of books when I go back to read them (yes my own) where I still cry, laugh and so on. There are books I hate putting down from other authors - ones I will stay up all night reading even if I have to work the next day. On my own, I'm not such a good judge on this criteria. I think that's what makes a good story. I think this is what keeps readers coming back - a couple of hours of escape into another world which involves you so much you forget about whatever is going on in your own life and focus solely on the story.
Frustration abounds for me right now. There are a lot of things happening for me with my writing. I've got a sale going on through Sma...
The way my brain works often surprises me. With my daughter moving, I took a friend to her (who doesn't drive) and waited while this fr...
We've been so busy. A few projects have gotten done around the house. Ken and Vicki painted the garage door and our front door. They ...
I'm getting an education which I'm not sure I want. With my mom in the nursing home, I'm taking point on her financial stuff. ...